Merry Christmas

Christmas Traditions

Every year we have our traditions for the holidays. We spend many hours baking. We bake peanut butter kiss cookies and fudge. Baking for holidays is an event in our household.
On Christmas day, we are normally too busy to do everything at one time. So, after attending our church's Christmas Eve service, we sit around the living room and listen to my dad read the Christmas story aloud. We sometimes say something nice about everyone and we always manage to pray. Afterwards, we have our family gift opening time. It is fun and I love it. Every bit of it. When we were little, Santa came Christmas morning and those presents were obviously saved for then, but now we just open stocking stuffers that morning. In the past we have always gone to my Mawmaw's for Christmas lunch with the Steed family, but my Mawmaw is just unable to serve a meal for so many people. So we are having Christmas lunch at our house and it is served by my wonderful Mother. The tradition has been passed to another generation. That evening is always spent at my dads parents, opening gifts. Christmas Eve and Christmas Day are wonderful. I love it. Christmas is an amazing time of year. Merry Christmas to all.

the true meaning

All too often we are stressed at Christmas, worrying about buying everyone a gift, going shopping to get a gift (even when things are tight.) So often we are so wrapped up in trees, Santa, decorations, lights, and worrying about how many presents are under the tree. Often we are worried about who gave what to whom, who didn't manage to give a gift, or send out a card. All too often we are wrapped up in getting rather than giving. We are wrapped up in the things that shouldn't matter as much as the true meaning of Christmas.

Gifts shouldn't be our focus, they should be a side item. The true meaning of Christmas is celebrating the birth of Jesus, and the fact that our Savior was born. It shouldn't be about us, but that is what it has turned into.

We went to Walmart tonight, and I've never seen so many people in the same place at one time. Cars everywhere, could barely find a parking spot. People going the wrong way, on the wrong aisles. And way too many people going IN the "EXIT" door. The store was picked. Things were picked over. And, the check out lines each had lines. One week before Christmas....amazing. It shouldn't be a hectic time of year, but that is what it has turned into.

Don't get me wrong, I love Christmas. I love presents. I love buying gifts for everyone. I love receiving them (not going to lie). I wouldn't trade this time of year for anything.

While this crazy shopping, hectic season is all fine and dandy---we must recognize the TRUE meaning of Christmas.

I realize that YES, I will receive tons of presents. Yes, I have been wrapped up in all the silly stuff. But I also have taken the time to think about the true meaning of Christmas. So take a minute in your quiet time, and thank God that Jesus lived, died, and rose again. And he made that sacrifice for you and for me. Let's enjoy Christmas with family and love as we celebrate the birth of Jesus.

ONE MORE DAY.

One more day of school. And then FREEDOM.

So excited. Cannot wait to begin this break.


Happy last day before break! :)

5 days to go...

Almost there. Christmas break is coming. Now, to just get through this week, with no headache and no stress. My aunt is coming tomorrow, bringing a CRICUT. Whoot. Gives me a little something to look forward to on a Monday of all days!
So ready for break. So ready for time with family. So ready for Christmas. So excited. 5 days to go... We can do it.

an unending migraine

I have had a migraine since Wednesday morning. 3 days worth of a throbbing head. I have tried tylenol, heating pad on the head, and sleep. Lots and lots of sleep. I am fine while sleeping and it gives me great relief, but as soon as I sit up, my head feels like its spinning. (Almost like something from Tom and Jerry.) I hate to feel dizzy, but lately that is how its been. After days of this, I am determined that this migraine will be GONE before the weekend is over! Now, I am off to sleep with a heating pad on my head. The joys of migraines....

7 school days to go...

Until I can...
Sleep in.
Enjoy time with good friends and good family.
Bake.
Get in the real Christmas spirit without school attached.
I'm so ready.

My God is REAL.

First off, I would like to begin by saying that my Grandmother aka Mawmaw has always been there for me in every single way possible. She has been a tremendous part of my life since day one. She babysat me when I was growing up. She is the nicest person I have ever met and has a heart of gold. She is my inspiration and my heart. She taught me to tie my shoes among other things. She taught me Sunday School songs, taught me bible verses, taught me to love one another and to love Jesus.

September 5th was a day of many emotions.
Fear.
Shock.
Worry.
Relief.


As my grandparents were leaving our house that day, we received a call several minutes later. My grandparents had been in a car accident. My mom is the one who got the call...and she remained calm and strong for us all. After hearing her "Oh no..." as she rushed up from her seat, and then hearing the words, "Mawmaw and Pawpaw were in a car accident....Mawmaw is hurt." I can honestly say that I have never been so worried, concerned, or scared in my entire life. The tears just kept coming and so many thoughts jumped into my head.


I was supposed to attend a concert with friends. No refunds. I had to go. After hearing this, all I wanted to do was give my grandparents a hug and hold my Mawmaw's hand. I remember the words "I can't go! I can't do it..." coming out of my mouth. I was a mess because something so terrible had happened to two of the people I hold so close to my heart.


I went to the concert and God was the one assuring me that everything would turn out okay in the end. I remember rushing home from the concert....begging my dad to take me to the hospital to visit my Mawmaw. I stayed with her all weekend determined not to leave her side. I was at that hospital room everyday. Afterschool until late in the evening. Most all of my weekends. Every moment I could. Why? Because I love my Mawmaw. I would do anything for her.


My family is my world. My Mawmaw is my 'buddy,' friend, and the sweetest person I have ever met in my life and I am so thankful for her. God has blessed me with two wonderful grandparents. They are amazing.


The words 'accident' and 'hurt' scare me... and make my heart want to sink. If I could have skipped ahead to know that everything turned out okay, I would have liked to. But at the same time, the weeks she was in the hospital, the days I helped her, the days I watched people help her... the days after the accident changed my life forever. Because it really made me come to know that every single day is a gift from God. And God is a God who answers prayers. He lead my family through a very difficult time. My Mawmaw's condition has improved since the accident. My God is a healer: a healer of hearts and of bodies. And YES, My God is REAL. He is very real.




Thank you God.

Thanksgiving Rewind.

My Thanksgiving was incredible.

Tuesday evening, I saw my cousins Cody and Luke for the first time in 3 years. The first thing I did was hug their necks. We spent that night catching up, goofing off, pranking my Grandma, Thresea, and doing all things silly. It was grand. After begging, Luke and Cody got to spend the night at our house. The boys all played xbox, and I watched, but yet still had fun-- because we all were together. We fell asleep around 12:30 that night.


Wednesday, we woke up at 7:30, because Cody and Luke had to be back at my grandparents at 8:30 to do other misc. things that day... (long story..) My aunt arrived during the day, around lunch time, and all the girls began making cookies. We had a blast baking, laughing, talking... it was so much fun. We went to Wal Mart for a few things, then ended up going to Food Lion, Dollar Tree, and BiLo. It was a fun day. Then that evening, I drove my Dad to his parents' house-- we spent time with my cousins. Played Guesstures, Monopoly, and laughed at many more pranks. :)

Thursday (Thanksgiving day), I woke up to the smell of delicious food cooking. I got ready and soon after, my Mom's side of the family arrived. Mawmaw, Pawpaw, Terri, Sister, Barry, Roger, and Donna. With the 5 of us, that made 12 people. The food was soooo good. This was a first for Thanksgiving at our house. We ate lots, sang while Barry played the piano, the athletic people played football, and we all enjoyed time together. After everyone left, we met Terri at Michaels to get some specials on Cricut cartridges. Got some great deals! Then she dropped us off at the Currie grandparents' house and we enjoyed time there with Luker & Cody.... the food was not that great, to be honest, but everything else was awesome! After we ate, we made smores by the fire. It was great fun. After all festivities were over, the cousins slept over at our house. Matt and Luke played video games, Cody and I watched Mr. Deeds and ate popcorn. Around 1 am, we finally went to bed.

Friday, we woke up, ate PIE for breakfast, and then took Buddy for a walk around the neighborhood. The boys played football, and xbox. Cody hung out with me for the most part....we watched Christmas With The Kranks. And later that afternoon we met David (Cody and Luke's dad, my uncle) and his wife, Arceli and daughter, Claudia, and my grandparents at the Billy Graham Library. That was their first time at the library. It was fun. We then rode to a cemetary to visit Thresea's dead relatives. I stayed in the car. Ha. Afterwards, we went to a nasty fish camp (well, nasty to me because I hate fish.) I had a salad, french fries, and hush puppies. Haha. They all came to our house to finish watching a Bobcat game, then I went with my cousins to my grandparents' house to spend the night. It was fun, we played BINGO and then were told to go to bed. (Because my grandma thinks that we are babies, you know?)


Saturday, got woken up, went to BoJangles. Then went to the "park." Well, my uncle TOLD us we were going to the park. But instead we went on a hike. A supposed 30 MINUTE hike that turned into a 2 HOUR hike. Me + HIKE = JOKE. It was awful. Just awful. We were all tired. My grandpa went, and definitely isn't the right age for such a hike, and that turned into a DISASTER. But that is all I will say, you don't need to know anymore than that.

After the horrible hike, and a smelly ride home (don't even ask...) we finally made it to the grandparents! My Dad came and picked me, and my cousins up....stopped at Wendy's and headed home for some great fun. That evening we ALL jumped in our cars and headed to Texas Roadhouse. Yummy appetizer, meal, and dessert. So much fun. Enjoyed our last night together with my cousins. It was a sad goodbye.... but the time we had together was amazing. And I will cherish the memories forever. Why was it so sad? Because I never know when I will see them again...nothing is set in stone. But I look forward to the next trip! :)

Sunday, I slept in and recovered from a week of festivities. The week was amazing. Just amazing. I loved it. Every. Single. Moment.

Thanksgiving

There is so much to do between now and Thanksgiving. Tomorrow, I plan to focus on cleaning my room, bathrooms, and other areas of the house. Monday will be a day of getting all school stuff complete and turned in. Tuesday, school should be pretty easy... parties are planned, easy going type school day. Tuesday, my cousins fly in @ 3 pm. I have a hair appt @ 4:30 pm, and that evening will be spent at my grandparents house. (Cousins must reunite :)

On Wednesday, my aunt Terri comes. Spending time with her and my cousins. Really really getting things up and running for Thanksgiving. Baking cookies, helping Mom with whatever need be. Thursday (THANKSGIVING!) lunch at my house, dinner at the Currie grandparents. This will be a special special day. Friday, Saturday, and Sunday are gonna be played by ear. A trip to the mountains and a night of smores by the fire with my cousins is in order.

Cannot wait. Unless I find time to blog again between now and then, HAPPY THANKSGIVING! :)

Pictures will post.

blogger survey

How far ahead have you planned your life?

I am in high school and I have thought a lot about college and places I would like to attend. I know that I want to be an elementary education teacher because I love kids. I want to get married one day to someone who loves me for 'me.' I know that God's got someone out there just for me, but I'm not going to rush into anything. I want to be a Mom. I don't know how many kids I want, but I know that God will provide me with the perfect amount of little blessings. God has my entire life plans already made and I can't wait to see what He has in store for me.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

If you had plans with a friend, and they cancelled on you, what would you do?

I would be an understanding person. Things don't always go as planned, that is a fact of life.

When you’ve had a long day, what do you do to relax?

Get into my PJs and relax, maybe watch a movie.

You have a quiz or test coming up in school. What’s your strategy?

I do my best and study as much as I can.

What’s in your journal?

You are reading it. This is it. :)

You’re at a park and see a little kid fall and start crying, but her parents didn’t see. What do you do?

I would go up to them and make sure the child is not hurt and I would make sure their parents knew what had happened. Try to help them the best that I can.

Do you have lots of friends?

I would say, yes. My close friends are the ones I depend on and spend the most time with though.

Describes your bedroom:

Blues and browns. Simple. Just mine.

You consider YOUR birthday...

A special day for me.

If you saw two close friends fighting, what would you do?

Well, I am quite the peacemaker. ;)

What types of movies do you prefer?

Comedies, Chick Flicks, Drama. No scary whatsoever.

If you knew that tomorrow you were going to die, how would you spend the last day of your life?

I would spend my time with those who mean the most to me. And I would make sure they knew just how much I love them. However, it would only be the last day of my life on earth, because I've got an eternity in heaven waiting for me.

excitement.

Excitement is flowing through me.
Why?

• Tomorrow is Friday.
• I get to sleep Saturday.
  
• Two days of school next week, that's it.
  
• Cousins come Tuesday @ 3pm from far far away.
• Terri comes Wednesday AM.
  
• Thanksgiving is Thursday.
• Thanksgiving = family, food and love.
• Break = 5 days of joy and happiness.

I love my life. SOOOO excited.

today's thoughts.

1. I was twenty-three hours and forty minutes short of being a firework, born on July 5th.
2. I love all things bright and happy.
3. Writing is one of my favorite things to do when it isn't a chore.
4. I over-think things.
5. I try to find a reason for things over and over, but am learning that not everything has a reason or answer. Some things are for God to know only.
6. I laugh at the most random things. I laugh at myself. I laugh when things aren't funny to anyone but me. I laugh. A lot.
7. You can normally tell when something is wrong. My face shows it all.
8. I love to have fun and to make people laugh.
9. I used to be shy, now I'm far from it. I don't like the quiet all that much, but there are times I need my solitude.
10. Ever since I could remember I've wanted to be a teacher. And that my friends-- hasn't changed. I used to "play school" in my room when I was younger.
11. I love making memories and capturing them.
12. I love the colors yellow and purple. Although, my room is decorated with blues and browns.
13. One day I hope to write a book.
14. Pedicures are amazing.
15. I love the aroma of baby lotion (and lotions in general). The smell that is in the air after it first snows while it is really cold out. The smell of laundry detergent. The smell of the ocean. All things fresh.
16. I love summer and the beach is a second heaven to me. (Although I'm sure it doesn't even slightly compare to God's heaven.)
17. I love snow although my favorite season is summer.
18. I love the holidays. Thanksgiving and Christmas are my favorite. The feeling I get around this time is indescribable.
19. I love kids.
20. I hope to have made an impact on someone's life.

reunite

Next Tuesday we will be reunited. (Cody is not pictured.) I am so excited.

7 school days

Only 7 school days until Thanksgiving break.

I need a break. I need Thanksgiving. I need time with my family. I need that warm feeling I get around this time of year. I need to hear the conversations, laughter, and jokes that happen around the table on Thanksgiving day. I need it all.

It's coming. I cannot wait.

My two cousins, Cody and Luke, the ones I am very close to, are coming on the Tuesday before Thanksgiving. To say that I am excited or anxious to see them is an understatement. It has been years. Literally. The last time I saw them, I was in...6th or 7th grade (maybe?) And I am now in 10th. I miss them so much. Gosh. I can't wait.

My aunt, Terri, is also coming on the Wednesday before Thanksgiving. She is the one aunt who I am very close to. Can't wait to see her.

Time with my entire family will be incredible. My parents, grandparents, siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles.... Gosh, it can't come soon enough!

Thanksgiving this year, should be amazing. I am ready. Bring it on.

I am thankful ....

• I am thankful that I am alive.
• I am thankful that Thanksgiving is right around the corner.
• I am thankful for a family of which I am proud to come from.
• I am thankful for the joy children bring to me....
• I am thankful for a church that has always been another home to me.
• I am thankful for those who love me.
• I am thankful to have a loving God that is always there.

reflecting

I don't think I reflect enough on just how blessed I am. Sometimes life goes too fast and as humans we don't allow ourselves time to reflect on our lives. As I heard someone say once, "Life is like a hamster wheel. We keep going and going, and don't slow down to enjoy the ride." Isn't that the truth? Often we focus on the negative rather than the positive. Often our perspective is all out of sorts. Often we complain rather than count our many blessings. I am more than guilty of all of these things.

To say that I am blessed would be an understatement.

I am blessed because...

• Jesus lived and died FOR me (and you!)
• Jesus loves me for who I am and sees past my many faults.
• I have wonderful parents who love me, care for me, provide for me, and most importantly raised me to love Jesus! My mother is my best friend and my father is a wonderful man of God... they both constantly encourage me.
• I have two siblings who mean the world to me. I love them more than anything.
• I have a beautiful dog who is an incredible example of unconditional love!
• I have grandparents who are simply amazing! My Mawmaw is an inspiration to me.
• I have an aunt who is one of my very best friends... who I can love, talk to, and spend time with.
• I have 3 amazing best friends who I can count on.
• My life is filled will many friends... many family members... many reminders of God's great love... and many moments of joy.

Just writing this and reflecting helps me to remember how blessed I truly am.

My prayer today:

Dear Lord,

I ask that you help me to be more positive, more loving to all, and more grateful. I pray that I slow down and focus on You and the glory You have created. Thank you for all that You do and all that You are to me.

Amen.

words.

I love words. Big words, small words. I just love them. The more unique they are, the better.

Using words like "good" and "bad" is just a little bit boring. :)

Some of my favorites:

• Marvelous
• Absurd
• Ridiculous
• Grand
• Last but not least: My favorite: :) Wack.

And yes. WACK is a word.

wack

1 : extreme; far-out. to strike someone or something. a blow or hit (at someone or something.) someone who is eccentric, strange, or odd.

I'm sorry, but how can you not love this word? :)

Take Me Out to the Ball Game

I've noticed with babysitting that I have several techniques that I use... most of them do work, and some of them didn't go over as well as I wanted them to.

I use a method called: 3 Strikes. I have a strong appreciation for good behavior, and I don't like it when the children I am keeping don't behave... which is why I do this. I prefer to reward good behavior, and make sure children learn from bad behavior. It's simple.

The 1st time they act out, they get 1 strike.

The 2nd time they act out, they get 2 strikes.

The 3rd time they act out, they get 3 strikes. And then they are out completely. Good behavior can resulting in earning another chance/strike.

Wednesday night, I may call a child down 2 times... then I might say, "You have one more chance."

It works. And there is a song that goes with it. And believe me--I'll sing it if I have to. :)

"Take me out to the ball game, Take me out with the crowd. Buy me some peanuts and cracker jack,

I don't care if I never get back, Let me root, root, root for the home team, If they don't win it's a shame.

For it's one, two, three strikes, you're out, at the old ball game."

Saturday vs. Sunday

Saturdays are normally very busy for me... they often consist of shopping, family, friends, errands, cleaning, etc.

Sundays are more relaxing... church, nap (sometimes), babysitting, and whatever else we have planned!

One thing that is different: I am more focused on God on Sunday than I am on Saturday. Church is a very uplifting time for me. I love Saturdays, but Sundays are even more wonderful. I need that weekly reminder about just how GOOD God IS.

"Happiness is a symptom of circumstances. Joy is a product of perspective. God is still good. I will be grateful."-Pastor Steven Furtick, Elevation Church

No matter how busy, hectic, rough, crazy, or chaotic life is....God is GOOD, and I will be grateful.

blogging streak

I've made it 3 days in a row. This post makes 4. It is a record. Well, not really...but considering I've been busy--it is! :)

Today was great. Woke up around 9:30, got on the computer, ate breakfast, got to drive my aunt's mini cooper (and LOVED it) and then cleaned. After that, we went to my grandparents house, had South 21 for dinner, went to Walmart and now I am home...and smelling delicious cookie cake in the oven (thanks Mom!) Tomorrow is my Thirty-One gifts party. It will be fun :)

Church in the AM. Home for the partayyy and some yummy cake.

Happy weekend.

Video of the Day:

Ellen pranks Taylor Swift.

It is hysterical, and if you don't agree then I am concerned about your sense of humor! :) Enjoy...this video is funny enough to watch over and over again!

Click here to watch.

His Eye is on the Sparrow

Those who know me, know that I do like to sing...and sometimes it sounds good, and often I don't really care if it does or not. That is simply one way I express myself. I have always been a lover of music. What genre do I like? Well, I grew up in church and listening to all sorts of Christian music...whether it was "This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine!" or "Jesus loves me this I know, for the bible tells me so!" or now, "Shout to the Lord all the Earth let us sing...Power and Majesty, Praise to the King...Nothing compares to the promise I have in YOU." (These songs have always been my favorites...and there are so many others, too!)

Although, lately...I have had a certain favorite. One that has been fitting and inspirational.

His Eye is on the Sparrow

Why should I feel discouraged, why should the shadows come,
Why should my heart be lonely, and long for heaven and home,
When Jesus is my portion? My constant friend is He:
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me

I sing because I’m happy,
I sing because I’m free,
For His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He watches me.

“Let not your heart be troubled,” His tender word I hear,
And resting on His goodness, I lose my doubts and fears;
Though by the path He leadeth, but one step I may see;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.

Whenever I am tempted, whenever clouds arise,
When songs give place to sighing, when hope within me dies,
I draw the closer to Him, from care He sets me free;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.

This song, my friends, is beautiful. Just beautiful. I love it. My prayer is that these words are more than just words and that it blesses you the way it has me.

Favorite arrangement of this song, click.

busy blogger.

I am busy. Extremely.
Why haven't I blogged?

Let's see:

• Babysitting every Wednesday night at church and most Sunday afternoons for a friend.
• School everyday from 8-3.
• I had bronchitis last week. No fun. Missed school for 3 days. Cough isn't completely gone. Joy.
• Missing school lead to makeup work that has literally taken HOURS and is still in the process of being completed. Explains why I am up at 12:30 am on a school night.
• My Mawmaw has had some issues with her congestive heart failure. Please continue to pray. She is my hero. <3
• My aunt was in town today. It's always fun when she's here. I've missed her.
• Busy. Busy. Busy.
• Thank God tomorrow's Friday.

I realize I just rambled about nothing. But I had a lot on the brain.

And still do.

Now. Finally. What I've been waiting for...SLEEP. Goodnight.

Happy Birthday Daddy <3

Happy Birthday to you.

Happy Birthday to you.

Happy Birthday dear dad.

Happy Birthday to you.

I love you Daddy.

hypocritical.

It's one thing if you are hypocritical and really don't realize it. But when you say something and obviously do another, it's just sad.

Today in class, this girl (won't name any names) randomly looks at me and says "You are texting. That isn't allowed." UM. OK. First of all, I wasn't texting, I was looking at the time. Second of all, that girl sits in class texting the entire time. And thirdly, not only does she text, she talks constantly (I mean...come on!! Do people EVER shut up??), she makes out in the hallway, constantly disrupts the class...I could go on and on.....

Please don't give me crap for something you do all the time.

Thank you.

106 posts.

I did it!! I have officially posted 106 posts on my blog since I created it in 2008.

YAY :)
Happy Blogging.

oh happy weekend.

My weekend will consist of:

• Sleeping in.
• Scrapbook all day.
• Hobby Lobby to buy supplies for a project.
• Church.
• Grandparents.
• Homework.
• Actually doing project.

Should be great----except for the homework/project part.

If only this ear ache will GO AWAY!

Dear Blog.......

Dear Blog,

This is what I did today....

• Woke up at 7 am giving myself 30 minutes to get ready.
• Ate delicious breakfast casserole.
• Jumped in the car at 7:35 for school.
• Got to school.
• 1st block Geometry---took a 3 page test then took a career survey.
• 2nd block Spanish---wondered why I needed to learn it (over and over...) and took 2 pages of notes. Then proceeded to write a spanish paper. Didn't go well. So when I got home today, I went to google for help---THAT didn't go well, so I asked my sister. I told her what I wanted to say in spanish and she translated from english to spanish. She talked, I wrote. I hate spanish.
• 3rd block Biology---I took notes and practically scribbled while doing so. I colored a plant cell and labeled the parts. Then I did 2 worksheets that consisted of writing about cells. All we do in this class is classwork. No teaching involved. That must be wonderful for that oh-so lovely teacher.
• 4th block Journalism---Worked the entire hour and a half. Wrote my article for school paper, but didn't include an interview-so it technically isn't finished. I wrote a lonnnngg movie review. And I have yet to even begin my unit 3 & 4 assignment that is due tomorrow. Yikes. Never knew an elective would be the most stressful class. I will be spending my lunch period working to get these 3 things complete tomorrow....along with the entire 4th block.
• Finally at 2:55 pm the bell rang.
• Home....
• Watched TV> didn't think at all.
• Then began homework. Including spanish paper (Thanks Sandi!) and organized my binders----they were a mess!
• Had spaghetti for dinner. Yum.
• Got into PJ's.
• It's COLD.
• Grey's Anatomy comes on soon.
• And BED.

Goodbye blog.

Love,

Me

P.S. >>>> THANK GOD TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!!!! :)

"hey, your...."

It seems like being the youngest child of your family has many many perks, but at the same time there is one thing you hear ALL the time.
I thought this would eventually go away, but guess what? It doesn't.
The statement: "Hey, you are Matt/Sandi's sister."
I mean, I don't mind it, but it can get old. Ever since I could remember I have gotten it, especially in elementary school. All I want to do is say, "No, really?? Because I didn't know that!" I'm sorry. Sarcasm is just in my blood.
Haha. Please do excuse this post.

thought of the day

"Be yourself. Say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."

update.

Quick Update:

My Grandma was taken to the hospital via ambulance on Wednesday. This was her 3rd hospitalization since the beginning of September. She was having difficulty breathing, and is already on oxygen full time. They have treated her for bronchitis, and she seems to be doing better. Thankfully she went home Wednesday afternoon and was only in the ER for that day.
I am so overwhelmed at the remarks, comments, prayers and thoughts that have been sent to her and my entire family. Just Wednesday night at church I had several people coming up to me to say they had heard and were praying. Those words really do mean a lot, and that is just what I needed to hear. I hope that she will be much better very soon.

I have been busy with school and going to see her just about every day--but I wouldn't have it any other way. Thrilled that my 3-day weekend is here!! What a blessing.

Have a great great weekend.

thankful

I am thankful for....

• My Mawmaw and that she is getting better and better everyday.
• My entire family...every single one of them. They are my life and a tremendous blessing. Thank you all for your love.
• My closest friends: Katy, Kasey, and Bryanna. Even though sometimes I feel like I keep up with them through twitter, facebook, and email--they have a way of being there for me by words and a simple hug in the hallway at school.
• My aunt, Terri for reminding me just the other day that with God ALL things are possible! I know this is true, but sometimes hearing it from someone else just when you need it really does help.
• The fact that I completed my article for the school newspaper two days early, compared to two days late like the last issue. What a relief!
• Cornerstone Baptist for allowing me to be the choir kids babysitter...the kids I keep are adorable. I love it.
• My computer is being fixed and shouldn't have any more issues once I get it back. Although, I really do miss it! (Thank you, Sandi, for allowing me to use your computer...)
• The beautiful weather!
• A loving God who is always there and loves unconditionally!

God Answers Prayers.

On September 5th, I woke up excited. That was the day of baby Ali-Marie's 1st birthday party and the Taylor Swift and Kellie Pickler concert. After the party, I went home and got to see my grandparents for a few short minutes and then they left to head home. We recieved a call 20 minutes later that they were in a car accident and that my Mawmaw was hurt. My heart just about fell out of my chest and the tears began to flow. I just knew I couldn't handle going to the concert. My heart was with my Mawmaw and not being with her just about killed me. I went to the concert anyway, and my friends made sure I had a good time. (Taylor Swift and Kellie Pickler really put on a good show! :) I texted my Mom all evening concerned about what had happened.

It turns out, they were t-boned and spun around 3 times. Praise to God- my Pawpaw was not hurt. However, my Mawmaw was hurt. The impact of the seatbelt broke her sternum which is a major chest bone. And we found out that when she fell in July, she actually broke 2 ribs, which the doctors thought were only bruised. My Mawmaw went through so much. The accident happened on the 5th---and they sent her home from the hospital on the 8th. As my Mom, Pawpaw, and aunt were trying to get her up the stairs leading into the house, she collapsed. She was too weak to even get in the house and obviously wasn't really ready to be without doctor care. She wasn't responding to anyone at all. So they called 911 and back to the hospital she went. I still can't get my mind wrapped around it all. I stayed in the hospital with her at night 4 times. And have managed and made it a point to be with her every moment possible.

As it turns out there wasn't enough oxygen going to her brain which is why it was so difficult for her to get up the stairs. She remained in the hospital until Monday, the 14th. The only reason she got to go home is because my uncles built a ramp, so now she can be pushed in a wheelchair up the ramp. It worked out perfect.

She was in the hospital for a total of 10 days. She went through more than even imaginable, and is now getting back to normal. She is doing so much better and has come so far since the car accident.

This past month has been a picture of God looking out for my Mawmaw and family. I'm not saying it has been easy, because it hasn't, but with prayer and a loving God, my family has gotten through it! He has been with us this whole time, I am so thankful. He IS a God who answers prayers!!

Thank you God!

the right to an opinion

Today's blog will be random and out of the blue. Don't get me wrong LOTS of things have happened in 10 days. But I just had a thought that won't leave me head. EVERYONE has the right to an opinion. Whether we agree with it or not, whether it is right or wrong. Let people express their opinions and don't shoot them down just because you think they are wrong. Whether it is politics or just a simple every day thing, everyone has the right to an opinion. Let them speak. And always remember if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all.
Lots to blog about, not enough time to do it.... You will have to excuse this random post! :)

Give Me Faith

These lyrics have blessed me in more ways than one. Thank You God. I needed to hear this.

Give Me Faith
By Elevation Worship

I need you to soften my heart
To break me apart
I need you to open my eyes
To see that You're shaping my life

All I am, I surrender

Give me faith to trust what you say
That you're good and your love is great
I'm broken inside, I give you my life

I need you to soften my heart
To break me apart
I need you pierce through the dark
And cleanse every part of me

I may be weak
But your Spirit's strong in me
My flesh may fail
My God, you never will

You can watch the video here: http://elevation-worship.com/blog/?p=593

goodbye summer, hello school.

I wasn't thrilled at all when the first day of school came around. However, after being in school 3 days so far, I can tell you something: This year is going to be busy, long, and exhausting, but I've got a feeling that it will be worth it. I just have to remember that I have goals and dreams I am working towards. My determination will get me where I want to be. God knows exactly where I am going...I just have to trust in Him. This school year is another stepstone...and it will be great. It's gonna be a good, good year.
Cheers. More details later.

Life is busy, blogging will be on the back burner. Stay tuned.

pros & cons

Those of you who know me, know that summer is my all-time favorite time of year for many reasons. One reason in particular is that there is no school. This summer has been absolutely amazing...filled with trips, sleepovers, parties, time spent with some of my favorite people, etc... All things must come to an end eventually, and it seems that summer vacation is one of those things.

Don't get me wrong, I love school, but I hate going back to school after a wonderful time off. I can think of a million reasons why I don't want to go back and here are just a few:

1. The alarm goes off at 6:30 rather than no alarm going off at all.
2. I have to make myself go to bed at a reasonable time when I would much rather stay up late at night.
3. Unreasonable teachers who are clearly working just to make money rather than trying to help students.
4. Homework that never seems to end.
5. Projects that add to the homework pile of things to do.
6. Drama from other students, I hate that crap.
7. Immaturity...nuff said!
8. Crowded hallways.
9. Constant monotonous schedule that I strongly dislike.
10. Certain classes I will not enjoy-- like geometry and biology. ha.
11. I find myself waiting for the weekend and holidays.

On that negative note, here are some reasons why I actually like school and am looking forward to it. Imagine that?? :)

1. I've missed seeing my friends everyday.
2. I actually like to learn.
3. A schedule can be a good thing.
4. Cool classes and things I am really interested in....like Journalism.
5. New beginning to the way I approach school work.
6. This is just another step to my future, what I do in school now determines where I go to college, etc.
7. New teachers who are actually trying to make a difference in their students' lives.
8. New grades...
9. New friends...
10. A great way to start fresh and get off to a new start.
11. There are weekends and holidays to look forward to and thank God for that! :)

And hey, there is always next summer, right? :) I would much rather have summer all year long....but since that just isn't possible I'm going to have an optimistic attitude about my sophomore year.

Have a wonderful weekend everyone. I plan to enjoy my last few days of summer. ;)

One Amazing Summer

Can't believe it's almost over!!

best day of my life.

Four years ago on August 14th, 2005 was the best day of my life. I was baptized. That day changed my life, forever.

I remember it like it was yesterday. I woke up that Sunday morning, got ready for church like always, except this time....my entire family was going to be at church to witness the most incredible thing that has ever happened to me. It was amazing....

My life has honestly never been the same. My relationship with Christ is unreal and I don't know where I would be without His love, mercy, forgiveness, and grace.

I want to thank those of you who got me there and have been by my side since. You know who you are..... Mom, Dad, Sandi, Matt, Mawmaw & Pawpaw, and Terri & Lacey. I don't know where I would be without your influences on my life.... I am who I am because of the love you have shown me, and because of showing me that there is an even greater love, Jesus. I love you all.

Oak Island

We are headed to Oak Island, NC for a four day, three night family vacation. In between Myrtle Beach and Wilmington. Leaving Sunday....coming back Wednesday. Pictures to come!

Cannot wait!

un-tangled

Our backyard has no fence, therefore when we let Buddy outside he is on a leash tied up. Well, our patio furniture often gets in his way...and he will go around the table or swing and get wrapped up and not know which way to get out.

Today, as I was leading Buddy around the swing in the correct direction--after he was all tied up and couldn't go any further, I thought of our mighty God. How often do we not know which direction to go? How often do we get all turned around? All tangled up in a mess? How often do we need just a little guidance? I turn to God when I need help...when I need to take a step in the right direction. For my dog, Buddy, me and my family are his guidance...we lead him the right direction to get ''un-tangled."

Although we might get tangled up in more than a leash and patio furniture...God is there to be our GPS system. I'm so glad that when no one seems to be of any help, HE is really there to help us navigate...make decisions...and help us through just about anything.

A Week With Terri & Lacey

I had the best time ever ... I love every minute of it ... It was so much fun.

The week included ... Tewi & me time, togetherness, the beach, bible study, Jetbonani, movie watching--Madea marathons, a fun church picnic that included a dunking booth, HGTV, scrapbooking, So You Think You Can Dance, a powerful church service, house hunting, long talks, and laughter.

Charleston is an amazing place and two of my all-time favorite people live there which makes it even more incredible.