This morning, after weeks of waiting, I got my heart monitor. I think I am more relieved than anything...the fact that there IS a light at the end of this long tunnel...and the fact that my doctor might be able to figure out just what is going on...is a huge relief. It's scary...but it's a blessing in disguise. I'm believing in God, knowing that He is my Rock. I'm letting Him hold me. God is good, ALL the time! I will praise Him through every storm. One day, I'll know "why" this is happening and hopefully get it treated.
Although I feel like I am too young to be having to wear a heart monitor, and wouldn't wish these symptoms on anyone...I think I've learned to never, ever take anything for granted. The simplest of tasks: walking, going up a set of stairs, standing up quickly, taking a long shower, getting out of a bathtub, walking school halls..... these have become difficult, and I've learned that we just can't take anything for granted because the things that were once easy can become very difficult.
"Sometimes we want God to change our circumstances, but sometimes God wants to use our circumstances to change us."
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