Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Learning to Embrace....

I've been to the doctor too many times to count this year, but I finally think we are on the right path. It's been a long road...symptoms that somewhat started last year, but have simply gotten worse (especially after the pnuemonia), and I am clinging to a hope that they will be controlled and treated. I love my new doctor, and the fact that she is willing to do whatever it takes.

I will soon be hooked up to a heart monitor to monitor the episodes I've been having of heart palpitations, dizziness, lightheadedness, etc. My frustration is finally going away because the doctors are doing something to help me.

Your prayers are appreciated while my parents and I still try to find answers!

If anything, throughout all this, I want to learn to embrace my difficulties. No, I haven't had any enjoyment while feeling this way...but I want to embrace the things I am not able to change (maybe one day, but for the mean time...) I'm not gonna go on and on, but here's a quote that applies to everyone and I hope it speaks to you like it has me.

"We want God to change our circumstances, but God wants to use our circumstances to change us."

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