So I'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned... in awe of the One who gave it all. So I'll stand, my soul, Lord to You surrendered. All I am is Yours.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
my Christmas
Christmas Eve, my family and I enjoyed an exciting, fun, and amazing Christmas Eve service at Elevation church. We heard good music and an excellent message! Afterward we headed to Chick fil A, and then went home to open presents and bake yummy cookies and fudge...our holiday tradition.
I had an amazing Christmas. Full of family, friends, laughter, and even tears. This Christmas was an eye opener of who really matters and who really cares.
I know now for sure who my real family is, and also who the people are on my family tree who don't care enough, and decide to rudely walk out before even eating Christmas dinner.
Even though this happened, I think that this has been a marvelous Christmas....forgetting the bad stuff and realizing that this is a new beginning for those who love one another unconditionally....and don't walk out on their family.
Through it all, God has shown himself good, again! His love is soo amazing...and without Him, my family couldn't get through these things. We've got to stick together.
The day after Christmas, my aunt and family went to see the movie "Marley and Me..." My sister, Mom, and I all read the book....so knew what we were in for. Let me tell you, there was no dry eye in the theater! It was a very good movie, with a sad ending. All the girls were sobbing! What can I say, we are dog lovers! After the movie was over, we enjoyed South 21 hamburgers with my grandparents and visited some more, then called it a night.
I have to say...it was a perfect Christmas.
Being happy isn't having everything in your life be perfect. Maybe it's about stringing together all the little things, making those count for more than the bad stuff. Maybe we just get through it... and that's all we can ask for. ~Bailey from The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
the true meaning of Christmas

Sunday, December 21, 2008
the move
For art class last year, we were asked to draw and design our own dream house...and that is what I did. The finished product looked exactly like the house I have lived in all my life.....I guess I just fell in love with living in that house.....the house I designed was a lot bigger on the inside, but the same structure on the outside. Same large porch with beautiful rocking chairs.
Many nights over the past few weeks, I would just lay down and cry. The memories attached to that house are soooo incredible....I hate that we had to leave. We are still not done moving everything yet (getting there) but each time I go into the empty house, it brings reality into light....
I know that since I did grow up there, that will always be "home." In my heart, there will always be a place for it.
Pictures are hung, furniture is where it should be, curtains up, things are put away, even the Christmas tree is up, and a wreath is on the door.....the new house is beautiful. As hard as it is, I guess this is my new "home."
Love, laughter, and life filled that house...now we have the memories. For the time we live in this new house....there will be love, laughter, and life, too. That is what will make it feel like home.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Christmas Movies
- Christmas Vacation:
- The Family Stone
- The Christmas Shoes
and of course....
- Charlie Brown Christmas
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Christmas Time

The memories I have had at Christmas time have been so remarkable. I don't think I have forgotten a single detail. Every year we have a routine that we follow, and it just wouldn't be the same if we didn't. This is what my family and I do for Christmas:
Christmas Eve, we spend the day together and that evening we go to the Christmas Eve service at church. Once we are home from church, we read the Christmas Story in the bible together. Then we share something nice about one another. We then begin opening presents from under the tree. Christmas day is too hectic to open them all!
Christmas Day, we get up (when we were little, we got up super early--now, we sleep in as late as possible!) and see what "Santa" brought us!
Afterwards, we hit both grandparents' houses; eat, open gifts, and spend time with one another. My family is simply amazing and we have a great time.
This year it might be a little different...but it's ok, it's still going to be Christmas as long as we are together.
Christmas is in the air. I can feel it. And I love it.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
busy
Monday, December 1, 2008
my Thanksgiving break
Wednesday, I visited with my neighbors. Then my family and I went shopping---before the rush on Black Friday. Then my Mom and I went to my grandparents (her parents) and got to visit with them and my aunt Terri and Lacey. We had a great time; talked, laughed, played Nintendo DS, iPod touch games, watched tv, talked, laughed, laughed and talked some more! I love them all sooooo much!!!
Thursday, Thanksgiving day, I started my day with watching the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade on tv. David Archuleta *YAY* sang Crush. It was awesome. Then we went to my aunt and uncle's house for lunch. We visited a while and had a great time---better than anticipated. Then we went to my dad's parents (my grandparents) for dinner. Fun fun fun. I think we were all WIPED by the time we got home for the night.
Friday....I slept in, late. Visited with neighbors, and my family. Hung out.
Saturday I babysat baby Alyssa and Lauren (mainly the baby) all day and all night. My neighbors had a huge party. It was soo fun! I spent the night over at their house. Had a great time.
Sunday, once I was done babysitting I came home and slept!
And now here we are....I plan to blog some this week....last week was just too crazy.
I hope you all had a nice Thanksgiving!
Monday, November 24, 2008
no matter what

I hope you have a Happy Thanksgiving! I may post again before then, but just in case.
Love to all.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
favorite time of year
I am soo excited! Get in the holiday spirit everyone!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
thanksgiving!!!
What great things to look forward to! Have a great weekend!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
smile!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
thanksgiving

I cannot wait! I need a break. It's going to be great :)
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
my new favorite quote:
Monday, November 17, 2008
Another Reason Why
I want to be a teacher that leaves a mark on a child's life in the most positive way. I want to make a difference.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
too much....
Thursday, November 13, 2008
A Night To Remember

Saturday, November 8, 2008
life as of now
I have constantly been reminded that Jesus is right by my side each and every second of each and every day. Especially through these past few weeks. My faith is strong. That's something that no one can take away from me. Through the good and even the bad, He is with me all the time. God is Good ALL the time!
My opinion on the election: I'm not happy with the man who won...I have let many know how I feel about it...however, I cannot change the fact that he did win. What I can and will do: I will have respect for him, because he is going to be the President of the United States. Mostly, I will pray for him, as he leads our country. I pray that God leads him to do what is best for our country.
I have needed to blog....it really feels good to blog, even if I can't write as much as I feel. Simply getting your thoughts out helps. I plan to blog much more this upcoming week. Check it out for more....soon!
Who taught the sun where to stand in the morning?
and Who told the ocean you can only come this far?
and Who showed the moon where to hide 'til evening?
Whose words alone can catch a falling star?
Well I know my Redeemer lives I know my Redeemer lives:
All of creation testifies This life within me cry
I know my Redeemer lives, yeah.
The very same God that spins things in orbit runs to the weary,
the worn and the weak And the same gentle hands that hold me
when I'm broken They conquered death to bring me victory
Now I know my Redeemer lives I know my Redeemer lives
Let all creation testify Let this life within we cry I know my Redeemer,
He livesTo take away my shame And He lives forever, I'll proclaim
That the payment for my sin Was the precious life He gave
But now He's alive and There's an empty grave.
And I know my Redeemer lives I know my Redeemer lives
Let all creation testify Let this life within me cry I know my Redeemer,
I know my Redeemer I know my Redeemer lives
I know my Redeemer lives
I know that I know that I know that I know that I know my redeemer lives
Because He lives I can face tomorrow
I Know I know He lives He lives yeah, yeah I spoke with him this morning
He lives He lives, the tomb is empty,
He lives I gotta tell everybody
Monday, November 3, 2008
great trip
I am now exhuasted!! Completely. I played hookie today and there is no school tomorrow (Election day.) What a great 4 day weekend!
And it's not over!
Off to watch Pastor Steven's sermon. (elevationchurch.org)
Megan
Thursday, October 30, 2008
weekend trip
Tomorrow night I will be trick-or-treating with them....and then I will spend the night at their house. And Saturday morning between 6:30 and 7 am we are hitting the road....planning to be in Wilmington by 10:30. We are staying at Mindy's cousins house for the night, we will be back Sunday evening. All day Saturday we will be with Mindy's family....and Sunday too.
An eventful weekend ahead....full of fun activities planned. I will write more once I return....
Have a great weekend, Happy Halloween!
Mom, I love you!
Megan
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
a night off
Only 13 days until the SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE tour!! 2 weeks from today. Whoo hoo! That will be a night to remember.
One thing that I haven't had time for lately is reading. I love to read, but I have been so busy lately that I haven't had a chance. I try to read at night, but by the time I am in bed after a busy day, I am too exhuasted to focus and I am normally sound asleep in 10 minutes.
I hope you all have had a wonderful Wednesday. And I hope that you have a thrilling Thursday tomorrow. I will write before this week is up, have a good one.
Megan
Monday, October 27, 2008
inspiration part 2
Jesus- He is my Savior, my Rock, my Salvation, and my friend. I look forward to the day I will meet Him in heaven, but I cherish the time I have on Earth, to worship Him. He has given me countless blessings and miracles. On May 22, 2005, I asked Him into my heart, I committed my life to praising Him, and on August 14, 2005, I was baptized. Ever since that day my life has not been the same. I haven’t been the same person I once was, I went from an ordinary kid, to a kid who loves and worships Jesus Christ with all her heart.
My Mom- My Mom has always been there for me. She gives me a shoulder to lean on, and gives me the assurance that I often need. She has taught me to follow my dreams and do what makes me happy. She will always be my best friend. My Mom is my greatest role model and my greatest inspiration. I hope I can one day be the Mom that she is today. I love you forever.
My Dad- This guy is the greatest dad ever. I wouldn't trade him for the world. He supports my family, and gives me the reassurance that everything will be ok. He inspires me to be optimistic and to never give up. He does so much for me and my family, for that I am forever grateful. I love you forever.
My parents are the two people who introduced me to my Savior. They are the ones who drive me place to place. They are the ones who put up with my horrible attitude at times. And the two people who will always love me unconditionally. I am forever indebted to them.
My sister Sandi- She is my best friend to the end. She has always been there for me. I love hanging out with her, she is such a good person. We have shared so many good times together. Ever since day one, she has always been there for me, always been my back bone, and most of all a role model to me. She is the best sister a girl could ever have. I love you forever.
My brother, Matt- We may not get along all the time, but Matt always stands up for his little sister. I know that he will always look out for me. He knows how to make me laugh. He is the best brother in the world. Fun to hang out with, crazy personality, and just a fun-loving guy whom I adore. I love you forever.
My dog, Buddy- My greatest reminder of unconditional love. He is a light in my life. I love you forever, boy :)
My Mawmaw- This woman has been through so much, and no matter the circumstance always relied on God. She has had such an amazing life and is the sweetest and strongest person I know. She loves Jesus with all her heart and is the greatest. I love you forever.
My Pawpaw- For coming such a long way, and always trying to put a smile on my face. And for taking such good care of my Grandma. I love you forever.
My aunt, Terri- She is such an inspiration to me. She has a great love for her Savior, and worships Him like no other. We email each other every day, watch TV shows together through the internet, pray for each other, and most importantly love one another. She is not only an aunt, but my best friend. I love you forever.
Katy MacIvor, my best friend- we have known each other since Kindergarten. And have grown so close over the years. We talk about everything and she has always been there for me. We hang out all the time, and finish each other’s sentences, we are almost like sisters. The day our parents let us, we will definitely be going on a beach trip together :] Haha. I love you forever.
Kasey Hayes- As known as Kasey Tasty. Kasey is such a fun, energetic person who has always been loyal to me. I know I can count on her!!! Thank you for the good times and the many inside jokes we share with each other. I love you forever.
Bryanna Diaferia- The craziest friend I have...she is awesome, and always cheers me up when needed. I am soooo glad we have classes together! I love you forever.
Kelsi Bell- Words can’t express how much I will miss you my freshman year and the years to come. In the short time we have known each other, we have gotten so close. You have not only been a friend, but a best friend. We may be going on different paths, but you will always be my friend. This is just the beginning of the friendship we will share, near or far. I love you forever.
These are the people who have made the most impact on my life. They are the BEST!! I love you all.
smile

Today is Monday, my least favorite day of the week. I started my day exhausted and completely not looking forward to this week at all. Then my attitude changed....and I reminded myself that I have it pretty easy and that I shouldn't waste a day with a sorry attitude. I am so happy, and am soooooo excited for many things ahead (which I mentioned in my last blog.) I have these Mondays where its hard to leave the relaxing weekend for a week of crazy, hectic, exhausting school....but it's life. And instead of being a sour puss....I'm gonna be the happiest thing you've ever seen. This weeks gonna be good....nothings stopping me from putting a smile on my face.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
weekend replay

Remember each and every day....Live life to the fullest!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
fabulous friday!

It talks about being 17 years old, how it's hard to see past Friday night. Although, I am not 17, I'm not far from it. Friday is the day I look forward to most. It is a blessing in disguise....after five straight days of going to school from 8am-3pm and having homework and other activities....it gets old. And those two days to relax are my favorite days of every week!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
terrific tuesday and wicked wednesday

Monday, October 20, 2008
monotonous monday

I did not want to leave my warm, cozy bed. However, I knew I had no other choice.
I got up, got ready and started my day with a smile on my face.
Other than a few things, my day was great. I hope this week will go by quickly. I am already ready for the weekend!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
inspiration part 1
You may be wondering why I would be talking about inspiration. Well, inspiration is a very important thing. Without inspiration, I don't know where I would be. People and things inspire me to do a certain thing, and be a certain person.
There are certain people in my life who have inspired me to no end. My family has been my back bone. They are my rock, and my everything. They have inspired me to be the person I am today. Without them, I would be no one. They are my heart and they make me whole.
My friends, my family of choice. They give me a reason to smile, and inspire me to be who I am.
These things inspire me. They are my inspiration. What inspires you?
Friday, October 17, 2008
my peaceful weekend so far
8 AM-2:55 PM: School
7-11:30 PM: Babysitting sorta/hanging out with my neighbors
12:30 AM-10:30 AM: sleep :) I slept with my mom, my dad and brother were in SC for the night and following day.
Saturday
10:30 AM: I rolled out of bed, took my shower.
11-12 AM: Watched 90210 on tv.
12-12:45 PM: Straightened my hair.
12:45-2:30 PM: Ate lunch/watched tv with my mom and sister
2:45-4 PM: Went to my neighbors, held baby Aly, etc.
4-5 PM: Watched more tv (no sports!!-Dad and bro out for the day)
5-5:30 PM: Freshened up, got ready.
6-8 PM: Celebrate Life party @ church for Cheryl (breast cancer survivor)
Also babysat Noah at church during that time.
8:30-now: snuggled under a blanket on the coach; tv, computer, ipod. Fun stuff.
It has been just peaceful. Busy in a way, but great. I am looking forward to sleep.....this day has worn me out. Looking forward to church tomorrow.
I have yet to write something with meaning....hmm....that is still to come!
Have a good one,
Megan
Thursday, October 16, 2008
movie review
crazy crazy
I feel like this week has just run all into one day.
Last night I babysat at church. It went MUCH better than the past few weeks! I am very happy to report that....I am hoping that the weeks to come will be just as good.
I haven't really gotten to sit down and write deeper thoughts lately and my mind still can't seem to sit still....so that will have to be another time.
Have a great night, Grey's Anatomy comes on at 9 pm! Whoo.
Megan
Saturday, October 11, 2008
my weekend
Friday night, I stayed home with my Mom and Dad and watched the movie What Happens in Vegas. Then I went to bed early, by Friday night I'm wiped.
Saturday, I went with my neighbor Lauren and her Mom, Stepdad, Dad, Grandma, and little baby sister Aly and my sister, Sandi and her boyfriend, Alex to the Lake Park festival. We had a great time...it was really a lot of fun. After that I went home and ate dinner with my family. Then went back and goofed off with Lauren and her dad (who was visiting for the weekend) we had a silly string fight...that ended with Lauren's Grandma picking silly string out of me and Lauren's hair! Needless to say, their back yard/patio area is literally covered with it! It was so much fun....I felt like a kid again.
Today we went to Elevation....it was great. I just loveeeeee it there.
Off to bed, I will write more later!
Megan
Thursday, October 9, 2008
why did I watch that?
I don't do well with scary movies....at all. I got scared in a recent episode of One Tree Hill....does that tell you anything?
I can't watch anything that is at all suspenseful. It stays in my brain and I just freak out.
So my conclusion tonight is that I'm a scaredy cat.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
aahhh choo!
I woke up at 6:50 this morning (later than normal) and then I got dressed, fixed my hair, brushed my teeth, applied no makeup to my face whatsoever, and off to school I went--not feeling good at all.
I stayed through 1st block, and came home within the first 15 minutes of 2nd block.
1st block is PE, so we ran two laps around the track (she [my PE teacher] apparently gave us a little break, ha- yeah right....I guess two laps is better than three or four?) and then we played soccer...or more like stood around and acted like we were participating. It felt really good to come home, and lay down. I'm hoping this cold will go away soon.
I am babysitting tonight at church....I plan to stay as far away from the kids as possible--and believe me my hands don't go un-washed (I carry around hand sanitizer in my purse...yeah I know, weird.) I babysit 4 well-behaved, crazy kids. Ages: 4, 5, 6, and 8. They have their moments, but it's fun.
Last night, 90210 was gurrreat (frosted flakes, they're more than good they're great!) It's getting good.
Grey's Anatomy tomorrow night, and my sista comes home :) Fun fun.
Well, gonna go rest, and possibly go to Walmart. Have a great night!
Megan
Also, check this out. David Archuleta's video for his new single Crush!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yff9nCctMkg
Monday, October 6, 2008
a whole-bunch-a-nothin'!
The only downfall is that I am starting to get the stuffy head, scratchy throat. Ick! I was hoping to avoid this....I guess that is nearly impossible when everyone around you feels the same way.
I am planning to be in bed by 9 tonight, that must be a symbol of how bad I feel.
90210 comes on tomorrow night....new episode. Grey's Anatomy comes on Thursday night. Good tv shows this week--whoo hoo!
I'm sure I will post in the next few days....this sure was a whole-bunch-a-nothin'!
Have a good one,
Megan
Sunday, October 5, 2008
favorite tv shows
These are my favorites:
- 90210 original and new
- So You Think You Can Dance
- Gilmore Girls
- American Idol
- Grey's Anatomy
- Private Practice
- The Secret Life of the American Teenager
- Tori and Dean: Home Sweet Hollywood
I feel sure I am missing some....that is just the start. Hehehe.
More deeper thoughts to come,
Megan
blessings!
Who Am I? by Casting Crowns
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
But because of who You are
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CT7x3VnrqbA
This song is so true. Who are we that God would send His only son to die for our sins? Last night
as I was falling asleep, I listened to this song. I just listened to the words, and really
thought about what God has done for me in my life. He is amazing!
I hope you all have a great weekend, more to come,
Megan
Thursday, October 2, 2008
immaturity.
Today in Earth Science, I was partnered up with this guy (not mentioning any names) and the whole time he was sitting so close to me, he was literally touching my body. Annoying the crap out of me. I told him to move over, he just got closer. THEN he called me BABY....I looked at him and said "I AM NOT YOUR BABY....NEVER WILL BE." Jerk. He's done this once before as well. I'm so sick of it. Thank God it was a one day deal and I don't sit next to him everyday.
There have been other problems in that one class also, with perverts to be completely honest. A few weeks ago, this guy pulled this girls shirt down so he could see her breasts. He then got suspended and once he was back he called her a "snitch" HELLO, I would have told an adult to, that is just not respectful at all. She is now in a completely different class because of HIS immaturity.
Oh and yesterday a student in that class got taken away by a sherrif for assault....he slapped another student across the face.
The things that happen are ridiculous. People need to grow up....
Pray that my next post will be a happy one :)
Friday, September 26, 2008
elevation church
Today I went with my brother to this church called Elevation. I'm almost speechless as to how much this church is doing in the Charlotte community. It is amazing. They are bringing in people by the thousands. Today I found out exactly why so many people go there. The sermon was so real. The music vibrated through your heart. I feel like God wants me there, God spoke to me in a way that is indescribable. It was an amazing expierience. I will be back again. I can promise that.
As of right now, I plan to go to both off and on. I really want to thank my parents for being so supportive through this time. I don't know how to explain how much this means to me.
I bolded the word indescribable for a specific reason. I hear that word and think of this song:
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God.
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Through Christ all things are possible!
Megan
Thursday, September 25, 2008
random blurbs
School is hectic, sometimes I feel like I spend the majority of my time there--it is exhausting. However, I have such a fun time so far, even though parts of the day I could live without. It's best to be optimistic and look on the bright side of things.
Summer was amazing: sleeping in, swimming, tanning, family, friends, beach, vacations, etc,...it is so hard to go from that to a stiff day at school--but I have that to look forward to in 8 months!
I am so glad that tomorrow is Friday. Fun weekend ahead, just hanging out sounds marvelous to me!
This amazing verse was sent to me by email from christnotes.org :
Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever.
1 Chronicles 16:34
This is so true. His love endures forever: I can agree. There is not one person I have felt more loved by than my Jesus. He is amazing. My thanks and praise goes to Him.
More later,
Megan